This blog is for my daily life. Mostly it will be about my Gluten Free diet, family, and health issues. I love all of my followers and I am here for all of you. You will also see some of the few things I truely love. PS. I'll also give out advice. So if you need anything ask and I'll do my best to help/answer.<3
I am Charlee. 24 years young. A working girl. Taken by my amazing girlfriend for 7 months now. And living with
Celiac disease. One and a hundred and thirty three people live with this life changing disease. It is something I am just starting to deal with and am constantly learning more and more about.
PS. I always follow back.<3
PPS. Please don't say thank you for the follow. I wont answer. You are very welcome.<3
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just wish I could see more that you care. See more that I’m the one you love and your other half. Some sort of sympathy would be comforting every once in a while. I love her with my whole heart I just wish she would show me that she feels the same way. I can feel it when we look into each others eyes and every time we kiss. I have so many emotions going on in my head that I can hardly take it. All I wanna do is cry. Lately my whole body has been hurting. Throbbing is more like it. Plus my fingers are stiff and hurt when I first wake up. I just feel so alone most of the time and I hate it. :’(
Ask me some things. (: I’ll answer anything. Even if it is personal. Or if you need advice. Go for it.<3
Lately
I feel like I can hardly keep myself together. I always have so much stuff going through my head. And I always want to cry. I’m such a stressful person. I hate it. I haven’t been able to stick to my diet lately due to being broke and we ran out of Gluten Free foods. I’m back to getting headaches daily and getting pain in my lower abdomen. Right now I’m stressing about all of that and the fact that I have my Colonoscopy in five days. My mom is also coming into town to be here for that and to meet Jeanne for the first time. Also Jeanne might be getting a job working third shift and doing second shift at the job that she has now. So I’m scared I will never get to see her or get to spend time with her. /: And my hamster finally passed away last night while we were at work. She was really sick and two days ago we noticed she went blind in one eye. I’m glad she isn’t suffering any longer though.<3
ofwjkta asked: I know you said not to thank for the follow, but I'm going to anyway. :]
I read your bio and think you're unbelievably strong! Keep your head up, sweetheart, and you'll get through anything, I'm sure of it. <3
I don’t mind if they add a little extra too it. (: I just think it is pointless to answer every “thank you for the follow.” haha Thank you so much for this message though. It is much appreciated.<3
The more
I read about Celiac the more nervous and scared I get. And the more I want to do right by my health and my diet. To make sure I get to live a long and healthy life. So I get to enjoy as many years as I can with my family and friends and Jeanne.
I read the statement below and it just makes me realize how vital my diet is. No wonder for now I always feel so sick and am always in pain. And the more I read about it the more my life makes sense. And all of my health issues. I’m so happy to finally have an answer yet really scared. My mom was totally right when she said if I don’t do this right then it will end up being the death of me. Makes me so thankful for having the awesome support system I have. (: And I want to help others in any way I can.<3
“Since this disease causes patients immune system to turn on itself our entire system from head to toes are damaged over and over again. This effects our heart, lungs,blood sugar,brain cells; literally every part of our physical bodies. “
Today.
I was in a lot of pain. I’ve kind of have been slacking on my Gluten free diet due to being broke. So out of no where I had a weird pain in my stomach. I took a hott bath because if anything that usually calms me down. Then after that I layed on the couch and took a little nap. I wish I had the money though to get a lot of Veggies and meats. But I have thirty bucks to my name and still need gas. Plus gas is $4.15 here. /: I hate being broke and I hate being in pain.
Oh and this morning we took Hamstewww to the place I got her to see what they would say. She’s been acting weird and last night I noticed she had blood under her ear and on her tail. When we woke up this morning she had a huge long gash under her ear and the other one is starting to do the same. /: The guy just said to give her a bath and put ointment on her. I really hope it helps. I’ve only had her for almost two weeks. And I already love her to death. Ugh.
chandraio asked: yes, it definitely did help! thank you :)
You’re very welcome. (: I’m always here to try and help.<3
chandraio asked: hi charlee! i have celiac disease, too, and i had a question. what do you do when you go out to restaurants and they don't have a gluten-free menu? what kind of things do you order? i usually stick to fish (unbreaded, of course), or hamburgers without the bun, and salad, but i'm getting tired of that... so i was wondering, do you get the same type of things? or are there better restaurant options out there that you've discovered?
I’ve only been out to eat a few times since I have been on my Gluten free diet. And I’ve really only gone to restaurants that have the Menu option. (I check online first or call and ask before hand.) Usually though I stick to Vegetables and meat. And make sure they know I have Celiac. I have heard though that you can even talk to restaurants chefs and explain your situation and see if they can accommodate to you and your needs. And educate them on the disease. I haven’t gone that far yet because I’m actually really shy. haha But yes, I mostly just eat meat and veggies when I go out. (: Or even maybe white rice with meat and stuff. Like stir fries. Just make sure the sauce they use is Gluten free or just get it with no sauce. I hope that helped even if it is just a little bit.<3
Anonymous asked: Do you live with your gf? And if so is it hard living together? You 2 seem meant to be!
I do. I have been living with her since a little before Christmas. (: For the most part it is easy living together. But of course we have our days. Who doesn’t though? We have our little arguments at times but they are usually over silly stuff. We’ve only maybe had one serious fight. I’d rather have silly arguments with her than anyone else. An it gets easier and easier everyday.<3
kitsune-desu asked: I don't want to sound rude, but I don't know what Celiac disease is. Could you explain it?
Celiac Disease is a digestive disease that damages the small intestine and interferes with absorption of nutrients from food. People who have Celiac disease cannot tolerate gluten, a protein in wheat, rye, and barley. And that didn’t sound rude at all. (:
A lil update.
Jeanne and I’s eight month anniversary is in six days. (: Plus I’m having my colonoscopy on the thirteenth of May. I’m really nervous but my mommy is coming to visit. She will be here two days before this procedure and she will be meeting Jeanne for the first time. She is also probably getting me new clothes since a lot of mine don’t fit due to gaining weight. Even my bras don’t fit anymore. I love it. (: I put in already at work to have three days off for my colonoscopy and my mommys visit. My co workers are awesome by the way. haha They all are supporting me one hundred and ten percent. They make work so much easier seeming as how lately I have no energy to be there. I always have a lot of fun. I love all of my family and the few friends I have, plus my co workers. I don’t know how I would make it through all of this if I didn’t have them. And especially if I didn’t have Jeanne.<3
kissmeimc0ntagious asked: i just read your story of how you met your girlfriend and it is the cutest thing ever :)
Awwwe, thanks. Isn’t it though?! (: We’ve been together for almost eight months now.(:
Anonymous asked: how did you meet your girlfriend ?
I love getting to tell this story. (:
I was just browsing lesbians on myspace and came across her page. I added her because I found her extremely attractive. Well not long later she added me on facebook because she found ME extremely attractive. Next thing we know we are texting each other on her friends phone because hers was shut off.
We talked for about two days. Only at night. She kept telling me though how she had been single and things for so long and that she was simply looking for someone that was truely amazing. We flirted but I really didn’t think much would come of it.
We didn’t talk for a week or so after that. But one day I saw that her phone was back on, on facebook, so I told her she should text me. From that day forward we were texting every single day.
Eventually a girl that kept bugging me text me. She was always trying to get with me even though she had a boyfriend. Plus I was already extremely interested in Jeanne. I told her to text this girl and to pretend I was hers and to leave me alone. Jeanne continued to tell me how she didn’t want to be just friends. That was the night she asked me to be hers. I was so shocked and Jeanne was drunk so I honestly wasn’t sure if that was what she truely wanted. The next day I found out it was.
A couple of days after that we started talking on the phone everyday. We would fall asleep on the phone together and wake up in the morning together. Then talk till she had to go to work. We also went on webcam every night. I knew I loved her a month or so into the relationship. We didn’t say it out loud though till we met for the first time.
Eventually I moved back to Indiana, where I was born. Four days later she drove six hours to pick me up. I stayed in Michigan for ten days. One night while we were laying in bed cuddling and almost asleep she whispered “I love you.” That was one of the best moments of my life. (:
I stayed in Indiana for about two weeks. Once she took me home. I was back and forth between living with my grandparents and living with my mom. I wasn’t happy at all. Jeanne and I cried every day. Then one night I said fukkk it and the next day I moved to Michigan.
I have been here for three months. I’m working and we have been together almost eight months. And we have our own place. She is the most amazing woman in my life. She is funny, kind, caring, silly, loving, and perfect, for me!
PS. For our four month anniversary she gave me the most gorgeous promise ring.<3
